i just finished season 3 of the killing. how the fuck could they have cancelled it after that last episode. thank the lawd for netflix picking up unappreciated tv shows, man.
i didn’t reply to your last message because i cannot reply privately to anonymous messages, and it felt inappropriate to reply publicly, seeing as how i do have what you described. but is having that such a bad thing? i won’t disagree with your compliments because they were wonderful, and made me feel pretty great, but there is also ugliness that you don’t see. things that i have done that i am not ready to forgive myself for. but right now i am happy. i am happier than i have been in a while. i have bad days that make me question a lot of things, but who doesn’t? so do not take this the wrong way, because you seem wonderful, and while i am much too awkward to sit on floors and listen to music, i am most certainly always down to talk about movies. that’s all i ever want to talk about, actually.
i was not ignoring you. i just do not know how to speak to people, especially in situations like this. as you can see.